Friday 8th May, 2009

Dear Diary

I have been cruelly denied talking to my beloved domina Alexa due to having to work today. Thankfully as I write this blog entry I am able to talk to her. I have missed her all day and have been thinking about her constantly. I have got my webcam and microphone so will soon be able to see her and speak to her and for her to see and hear me which i cant wait. I have also done as she has commanded with regards to clearing the forest of my genitals and also of removing the hair under my arms. I love how soft and smooth my skin looks and feels. I took several pictures to show Alexa and I am really pleased as to how being shaved makes me look. I really hope that when Alexa sees the photos of me tomorrow that she loves them and loves how much more of a sissy im becoming for her. I love completing tasks for Alexa as through carrying out each one I feel more submissive and much more that Im becoming hers and that Im beginning to be moulded and shaped into exactly what she desires. I have never shaved my genitals before but I definitely feel it is much more feminine and sissyish to do so and now that I have done so could never see myself going back to being hairy there. I think there is a lot that Alexa will teach me about femininity and there is so much i wish to learn. She has promised to dress me in her clothes when I see her in July and I cant wait to try them on and to feel them on my skin. I dont know if eventually Alexa will decide for me to become more and more feminine but she has said she wants me to remain a man for most of the time. But if Alexa grew to want me to become increasingly more feminine over time then I will become whatever she wants me to become. Her opinion is all that matters and whilst I believe she wont desire any permanent female changes to my body if she ever does then they will happen. Im so excited about my webcam and microphone and cant wait till installing it on Saturday.