Saturday 9th May, 2009

Dear Diary

Today with a lot of help from Alexa I booked my flights to Bucharest. Alexa found a website which had cheap flights from London to Bucharest and as such I was able to get a return flight for 140 Euros. All I need to do now is contact them on the Sunday 14th June to confirm that I will be going and to renew my passport and then everything will be sorted for my departure to Bucharest to meet Alexa. Im very excited about meeting Alexa, exploring Bucharest and learning about another culture. Im very relieved that the flights are now sorted and are in place as I was unnecessarily worrying about it when I needn't have done. I feel I angered Alexa with my panicking and Im sure when we meet I will receive the punishment that I deserve and I will do my best to take my punishment without crying but I have no doubt its in my best interests to become a better slave. This weekend I also got my webcam and microphone and have been installing it so that Alexa can see and hear me. I was punished on webcam by Alexa for disappointing her which im very sad about but she told me after my punishment that I had been a good bitch so I dearly hope I had done something to please her today. I also met Fery and Angela through the webcam and we played a game of I-Spy where my punishment for not getting an answer right was to insert a pen into my anus. I loved the sensation of the pen entering my bottom and I cant wait to have more items inserted there like the good sissy bitch I wish to become. Im sure there will be many more objects I will fill my bottom with and that excites me a lot. I was also instructed to perform a strip for Alexa on cam as well which I hoped caused her to laugh she then ordered me to cum on my hand and then slowly eat it from my fingers which I did and I was surprised to find I quite liked the taste and Im sure that this will not be the last time I will eat my cum for Alexa on cam in fact I think my cum is going to become part of my diet and thats something I could never have imagined possible before I became the property of Alexa.